Find Your Peace


Late night rant? Sure. Why not. I just read something that really pissed me off.

It was someone telling blatant lies about me. Just outright lies. Which was absolutely mindboggling. Cause I've always heard about it but never saw it with my own eyes that someone could literally just make up lies about you and do it all casually completely unbothered. Then I thought long and hard about it... I'm on the internet.

I don't know many of the people that are also on the internet. So why am I so concerned about what someone on the internet is saying or thinking about me? I know who I am. I know what I've done. And when I log off, I know what my real life is. I know my truth. And GOD knows my truth. And ultimately that's really all that matters. So I did exactly that... I logged off and proceeded to live my life.
"I can't stop the rumors from starting, and I can't really change people's minds who believe them. All I can do is sit back and laugh at these low life people who have nothing else better to do than to talk about me."
Someone wise once said that. Those words are how I found my peace. And if you're the victim of slander and bullying, that should also be how you find yours.

So I guess this isn't much of a rant after all... It's more of a vent. But hey, there it is... Italia's word vomit for your early Wednesday reading.


"Only when I lose am I winning."
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cw: 147 144.3 132 131.7 124 122 117 112 110.2 108 107.4 99.1 239 Post Recovery 230 229.6 228 224.8 223.2 222.2 

hw: 242
gw1: 230
Reached: March 14, '19
gw2: 225
Reached: March 27, '19
gw3: 195
gw4: 180
gw5: 165
gw6: 145
gw7: 130
gw8: 120
gw9: 99
ugw: 85
height: 5'5"

methods: fasting; extreme calorie restriction, 5 bites, exercise